flu............

not feeling very well

having pretty bad damn flu here

wish that my hubby is right here with me now

just by my side

to take care of me

~end~

another arguement

yesterday
i had another fight with my dad
i just can't figure out why my own father keep picking out on me
i'm his own daughter
could he just stop it
and be nice to me
all i'm asking is for some love from a father to his daughter
is that so hard for him to understand?
well then, i've left nothing much to say then if he still acting out that way

~end~

the result has come out!!

i was so anxious and damn nervous thinking of the result that i might get for my first semester.
i could not wait for the day to come.
the result was supposed to come out on the 9th of June 2008.
however, one of my closest friend and also my beloved sis, Listiari, gave me a call and asked me whether i have checked the results.
i was very suprised when i heard the news!
i asked her what did she get and she told me she received a Dean's List.
i rushed back to my house and quickly online to check mine.

without any expectation, my results was totally beyond my expectation!
i also managed to received a Dean's List!
i screamed out with joy
and i knew that both of my parents are proud of me
although this only my first semester, but i am sure that i still can score well in this coming semester

~end~

terrible.....

on the 3rd of June, a drastic tragedy happened to me.
it is going to be one memorable incident in my life.
while i was working, a guy approached me and he asked my opinion on Nokia 6500 slide phone.
which one would i prefer? the black one or the silver?
then, he said that he wanted to buy the black one.
later, he said that he wanted to register a broadband line and plus modem.
before i went to take the form, he requsted to have a look at Nokia N82 and N95 (b) phone.
i took it out a i went away just for about 10 secs.
and when i'm back, he's still there and i asked him to fill up the form.
but he told me that he had to look for his daughter to take her ID card.
few minutes later, i realizad that both of the phone had gone missing
i asked my colleague whether they have any idea where it is
i thought i had misplaced it, but finally i remember what actually happened
i went to search for that old man but he's nowhere to be seen
guess that i'd been cheated.
it cost about RM4298
then, i went to the police station to lodge a police report

my mom suspected that maybe i was sort of hypnotized by that person because i was like dreaming when it happened

hope that i could be able to sort this matter

god, please protect me and give me blessings to get through this.

~end~

wish he was still here right beside me

this is my ginger breadman

i miss him so much

i wish that he did not have to go back to his place in KL.

wish that he would spent most of his time right here with me

he was there with me whenever i needed him

dedicated to............................AZZAT

~end~

a sad moment in my life

today is my last day for me to spent my time with azzat. azzat spent a few nights at my house.
i'd enjoy all the moments with him.
i wish that he don't have to go back to his place.
my mom told me that he look sad when he had to leave my house and say goodbye to my family
i wanted to kiss him but i can't
he hugged me
i wish that the world would just stop at that moment
hope that he would come again to my place this coming weekend

i love you so much............

AZZAT

~end~