my hubby is not feeling well

wish dat i m right there to take care of him

juz like d way he did to me

love u so much syg

muahx...!

on the 17th jan

it all juz happened

words juz came out from his mouth

words that has torn apart my heart

why it all happened all of a sudden

is he the same person that i knew?

as if i were a stranger to him now

do we still have things in common in order for us to be together

i m not sure of it

let Allah choose the path for me

thanks for the memories

~end~

a new desire...

it has been a while since i post my side of story
for the last year
there has been ups and downs for me
some of it is related to my love life story
but some of it are basically related to my personal life

what ever happened in the previous year
i would not bear it in my mind
i wanna start a new life
open up a book
what ever that i might be facing later
i'll face it without any doubt or hesitation
i need to change
2 a better person
independent woman
full of courage and confidence

therefore...
may all the good things just stay near by my side
and the bad things will go away

~end~

miss my boo boo

he went back to his place
it's only a day past by where he is not right beside me
i've already missed him
how am i going to get over this feeling
only god knows it
hope thathe'll be back soon
miss u
-Azzat-

what's actually wrong with him?

i can't understand what the heck is wrong with this guy
he told me that he had a problem back then
when i asked him what's wrong
he just kept quiet and say goodbye
later then, he blame me for not being concern and caring enough towards him
why are guys act like this?
he put the blame on me
by not being there with him to support him
i just coudn't understand why

what's wrong with her?

i don't know what i feel right now
everything seems not right
i feel as if i wanna cry
but i don't know why
something is missing inside of me
everything that i did will end up wrong
people see a girl that is always happy and does not seem to have any problem in her life
that is what they see
but inside of the girl
no one really knows
what's wrong with her
what does she wants
why isn't she happy
that a question that no one will ever know

it's been a while since i last posted any of my stories

kind of bz

in a dilemma right now on deciding what's the best for me

should i get myself involved into another responsibilities?

or should i not?

my friends & family advised me not to

maybe they are right

however, i'm still thinking of it

what's still the best for me

bye for now